tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-255748122011-04-21T12:52:29.573-07:00psych101http://www.blogger.com/profile/12864598947555957430noreply@blogger.comBlogger31100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25574812.post-1144834342503829132006-04-12T02:00:00.001-07:002006-04-12T02:32:22.503-07:00fantasy<br /><br />its all just emotions<br />just carried away on it<br />now is the time<br />to end this fantasy<br /><br />i was so overwhelmed with the highs its giving me<br />i was looking too much beyond reality<br />unnoticing how much it is killing me - softly<br /><br />and so in this world of uncertainty<br />im not holding on anymore<br /><br />it is done<br />he's gone<br />and im ending this cruel fantasy<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25574812-114483434250382913?l=chillinup.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psych101http://www.blogger.com/profile/12864598947555957430noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25574812.post-1144834279433007662006-04-12T02:00:00.000-07:002006-04-12T02:31:19.496-07:00fantasy<br /><br />its all just emotions<br />just carried away on it<br />now is the time<br />to end this fantasy<br /><br />i was so overwhelmed with the highs its giving me<br />i was looking too much beyond reality<br />unnoticing how much it is killing me - softly<br /><br />and so in this world of uncertainty<br />im not holding on anymore<br /><br />it is done<br />he's gone<br />and im ending this cruel fantasy<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25574812-114483427943300766?l=chillinup.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psych101http://www.blogger.com/profile/12864598947555957430noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25574812.post-1144385435358071962006-04-06T21:39:00.000-07:002006-04-06T21:50:35.373-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#666666;">im not feelin' good right now..its a mixture of sad emotions and physical sickness...and this is not good coz we'll be having our outing today..i dont want to isolate myself but thats whats happenin..<em><strong>how i wish i cud make everythin new...</strong></em>different from what it is now..i dunno..i feel so lonely..no one to talk to..no one to laugh with..just want to unwind for a while...laugh out loud..share my thoughts...be needed and loved...i dont need a boyfriend you see..just need someone to chill with...well, if this is the price i have to pay for everything so materially blessed on me..i also believe that money cant buy happiness....oh sadness...y do you have to run on me like this...and its goin well with realizations im havin that really doesnt help me grow...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">gotta get over this - soon...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25574812-114438543535807196?l=chillinup.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psych101http://www.blogger.com/profile/12864598947555957430noreply@blogger.com0